today early morning supposed to go Seremban with Nicole to visit Louisa. I thought today and tomorrow would be a fantastic, interesting day for me because we finally can go travelling. haiz but due so some, many and a lot problems and troubles, the trip was cancelled sigh..haiz what a boring boring holiday..i cant wait for the trip since exam finish you know..but at last it was cancelled. kinda sad, frustrated and disappointed.
anyway i got to starting my driving lesson in this week. tomorrow may be follow sister to one utama, or any shopping complexes, i need to do something to spend my time. OMG i'm having insomnia these few nights. i want to sleep but i cant get into my dreams. it's said to be having depression.
i think something i take things too serious and sensitive. perhaps i should let it be and accept the changes in my life. If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it. recently i had a FOC Psychiatrist who always lend me an ear and consul me haha..although sometimes i don't understand his words because of it's abstruseness, but anyhow i appreciate his volunteering to solve my cases. He is a very good listener and he just like my "father" LOL..
i think i should catch up with my studies as teacher say do not neglect your studies while enjoying your holiday. but somehow i don't have the mood for my books.
♥ be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
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