I'm pretty tired of all this mess. I went back home every weekend just to have breakfast, lunch or dinner with family. I know its hard for me to stay close with family as my studies load is getting heavier. I appreciate the moment being with family. I do enjoy the outing with my family in the weekends. I always ask myself to relax and enjoy although i always worry of homework and exam. I know everyone is busy but for just one day in a week can you please make it smooth? I dont want to hear any argument and quarrels over some silly matters like where to eat and what to eat. I dont want to see people showing their temper to me just because they cant manage their emotions.I just need a break.
I'm tired of being the middle person to solve others problem. I know sometimes the misunderstanding in a group is unavoidable. I'm trying my best to tolerate and doing well with others. I dont want to comment much or what. Wasting my time and effort. Everyone has their own problem and they are the one who is responsible to solve their own issue instead of asking others which will make the problem much more complicated.
I just want to be with whom i feel comfortable with. Tired of explaining. Dont want to bother anymore. Who the hell will care of my feelings? I just want to be myself. How others think of me does not important.
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